I Am the Man Nanana and I Do It Again Yeah

I'm going to write a flake about the recent move by our school district to pass up our land'due south mandate on policies regarding its transgender students. I know this tin exist a hot spot for some and I know that my thoughts exercise not always match upward with the remainder of the globe, Just, we've gotten through this before. "This" being where I write something that doesn't match up with the rest of the world and then we talk nicely to each other. As I've said in previous blogs on the topic: my opinions are formed in direct relation to my personal experience. They are related to the happenings within my home. My opinions have been formed via years of riding an emotional roller coaster. I am ever happy to chat and I absolutely exercise not consider my stance to exist gospel. Lawd knows, my husband and I question ourselves on the daily every bit to whether nosotros are adulting correctly.

The policy in question set past the Virginia Section of Education said schools must allow the use of name and gender pronouns students identify with, and allows students to use restrooms and locker rooms that represent with their gender identity. The guidelines also say schools should let students participate in gender-specific programs or activities — such as physical education, overnight field trips and intramural sports — that stand for with their gender identities. Last week, the only holdout commune in our state opted again to pass up this mandate. This is always the district in which my children passed/are passing through.

I was asked past a few folks how I felt when our commune rejected the above mandate. I know that some were hoping that I would blast the county for being phobic, but that wasn't what I felt at all. What I felt first was relief. Relief. And so I felt like I should definitely not tell anyone that what I felt first was relief. I knew I would not exist popular in admitting this feeling. Notwithstanding, I suspected that most of those who would lash out at me would not have lived through the defoliation of having a child suddenly request different pronouns, a different name, and to forget the person they were the previous twenty-four hour period. We accept lived through it. We are nevertheless living through it. Years ago, when my child outset adopted a new version of themself, we were chastised by the school for not standing upwardly immediately to wave a Pride flag.

My sense of relief came considering I felt, finally, that our schoolhouse district was putting on some much needed brakes. The relief came because the rejection would potentially give parents time to get more than involved and knowledgeable about what their child is going through. We did not accept that luxury. The truth is, in our house, we will likely never know whether our kid is actually transgender because we were never given a choice or a chance or a minute to digest what we were hearing. We wanted to investigate and collect enquiry and offer our child everything we could in figuring out why they felt so uncomfortable in their ain pare that their young teen reply was a coating statement of I am non who I am supposed to be.

But we couldn't. Our merely choice, equally laid out by the unkind words from our child's teachers and administration, was to either affirm everything we were hearing or to sit the hell down and, essentially, let the school (and the internet) take over parenting. No-one wanted to hear our concerns. No-one respected our wish to piece of work through this every bit a family and from inside our own walls. No-one cared what nosotros, who had known this kid longer than whatsoever, idea might exist going on in their caput. Our child had been through the wringer in the years prior to that first declaration of dysphoria. The thought that there wouldn't be some sort of mental fallout never crossed our minds. We thought we were prepared for most anything that bubbled upward from those years of trauma, simply the wrench of transgender was the one thing nosotros were not expecting. Hell, we'd never even heard of information technology. Nosotros were, therefore, behind the eight brawl earlier nosotros even started.

The school yelled "AFFIRM!" at the height of its lungs. Nosotros felt that our child was treated a fleck like a novelty and gave the schoolhouse a adventure to showcase its power to accept. It was similar we'd presented the school with a brand new certification to hoist upward as a benchmark to evidence but how woke it was. There were no messages abode to ask near a proper noun change. In that location were no phone calls request about bath preferences. There were no requests for conferences to discuss how our child was beingness treated by the other students (we found out later on, it was poorly). In that location was only silence.

Mostly.

We did get a telephone call from the loftier school principal one year into this journey asking that we discourage our child from serving on the homecoming court and riding in the accompanying parade. Evidently, the school had open arms as long every bit it didn't involve annihilation disgusting like potential protests and news crews. We were, by then, trying really hard to go with the catamenia so we were a bit surprised to receive that phone call. We were stunned to hear the vocalism of the school's leader mention that it "just wasn't a expert await for the school." Had nosotros not withal felt like we were just barely keeping our heads above the water, we'd have put upwards a much better fight. Instead, we followed the school's guidance (again) only to take serious regrets afterward (again).

Nosotros went back to sticking to what our hearts were telling us. It had nil to practise with a lack of love for our kid and everything to do with providing that child every opportunity and resource we could to find happiness within their own skin. Over the course of my child's high school tenure, I had teachers message me to tell me that they were ashamed of me. I was embarrassed. I tried to explicate. I'd enquire what they would do if their child came dwelling house on a random Tuesday and insisted that they were now left-handed. No big deal, correct? Simply what would they do if their kid then insisted that they be allowed to have their correct mitt amputated because they felt so incredibly uncomfortable having information technology attached to their body at present that they had realized they were left handed? The things we were being asked to approve had permanent consequences, both physically and mentally. We were less concerned with the day to twenty-four hour period-ness of it all and more concerned with the fallout downwardly the road. Still, we were isolated every bit other parents looked away. Each year a new batch of teachers attempted to be a breakthrough for us in finally accepting our kid. Each twelvemonth with zip knowledge about our domicile life and the work nosotros were doing as a family. Each twelvemonth without asking us, the parents, how nosotros were handling all of this.

The mandate? Aye, we are relieved. We experience like someone has finally allowed a tedious down on a gender identity uptick that is and then sudden and drastic that it is (aye, I'll say it) not likely possible. Information technology has nothing to exercise with whether or not I think that transgender is real or unreal (I think information technology is). It has everything to do with the run a risk for our family unit to notice together where our child sits on that gender spectrum being taken away from us. Parents need to exist allowed to parent. We would have loved to accept been able to learn and observe and work through this process together, as a family unit. Instead our educators were affirming our child with a side dish of we empathize yous...and we're and so sorry your family does not.

My promise is that, by putting on the brakes, no other family will be pushed into submission by the county or the state or the country or the authorities. My hope is that parents and children will be encouraged to take open up conversations and work together to build stronger relationships, rather than allowing mandates to pull them apart.

My least favorite buzz phrase from the last half decade is if your kid believes it, and so it is truthful. Information technology reeks of self-diagnosis and of handing the prescription pad to tiny humans with brains that should have a "still a work in progress" warning characterization.

Nosotros try not to spend too much time wondering how things could have been unlike if we'd just been given infinite and support by our child's school. Perhaps the giant cavern between our child and u.s. would never take formed. Perhaps we wouldn't still sit in a web of stress that was built-in from that one proclamation five years ago. Perchance nosotros wouldn't exist dealing with that mental fallout to this very day.

I am not phobic.

I am a parent.

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